Second verse, same as the first. A little bit louder and hopefully NOT worse!
I originally started this so long ago with the idea it would be fun to have my own website. That I would regularly post pictures, stories, and random thoughts. Sharing my drawings and all their mistakes as I learn to draw. That I would enjoy fielding questions about pixies and such, and enjoying time with people who enjoyed pixies and such, stories, learning, daydreaming, etc. etc…
But then life. Which suddenly became very not good. Depending how you count it I had between five and seven ‘significant life changing events’. None of them the good kind… Though I still desired to make my happy place here it was overwhelmed by many factors.
A lot of time has passed since that first post above and I did learn some other things about myself. Disasters retrospectively are great times of introspection.
I learned how much of an introvert I am. I like people and occasional company but really, I am pro-solitude. Being an introvert is kinda’ contrary to sharing your self on the world-wide web and potentially interacting with LOTS of people. But ironically, I DO want to share all that I said above with others. Sharing doodles and stories and oops moments can be fun! It is a dilemma…
The only way out of a dilemma is to make a choice. So here I go!